Tuesday, May 8, 2007

CocoNut Is leaving Her "ComfORT" Zone..

Yo gals....

I am not sure if you gals know I have tender my resignation Last Mth...
tHIS nEWS mIGHT cOME hAS A Surprise or.. one that U might Have Foresee... (Yaya... I admit I have been Wanting to Leave from Like Day 1)

This Friday would be My Last Day at the place whicH I Have Stayed On for AlmoSt FouR YEars.. I actually feel sad that I am leaving this plc that I am so used to... Imagine I went through the temping, contract and perm "roles" throughout the years.. BUT guess.. it's really time for me to move on at one stage, to have a change of environment, to find my "passion" in work.. (not that i enjoy working.. I would of course prefer to sit at home be tai tai if not for the M factor)


However when i decided to tender my resignation, I actually felt more nervous than when I went for interviews.. As you all know.. I would always worry bout this & that, the fear of my bosses & peers' reactions keep flashing through my mind on the day before I tender..

Finally when I tender, the reactions that I received are sort OF a Mixture.. Some tink that it is silly of me to Leave (Reasons: Co doing well, U still studying, hav to start all over again) All these makes me ponder through whether I am too impulsive... U must be tinking: "aiyo.. coconut, why so indecisive??"
At that moment when the opportunity comes about, I really did not spend much time making up my decision.. Why isit that after the decision was made, the comments from others can affect me???????? Guess I am just not strong willed enough...

**convicing myself.. Once the decision is made, I should not regret. If u never put that 1st step out, you would never know what is in the outside world~!

Okay.. enough bout my resignation feelings... Toking how I spend my last 3 weeks in the co, mainly the 1 & 1/2 week I am busy with closing, then There are some Handovers that I need to brief through 'bout... On non-office hours, I am either at class or shopping for some farewell gifts for my colleagues.. My colleague are teasing me why isit that I seem to be more troubled over wat to buy than bout my handover or new work.. hahah. TT's me AGAIn.. Dunno how to prioritise...

I shall update u gals again once I have settled down in my new co!!

Ciao!!

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